Fck breast cancer.

lmaoo i loved this. You gotta love the truth

--- There are the normal ( . )( . ), the silicone ( + )( + ), the perfect (o)(o) Some are cold (^)(^) and some belong to grandmothers \./\./ And let’s not forget the very large(o Y o), the very small (.)(.) and the asymmetrical (•)(.) We love them all!...Post this message on your wall and say ┌П┐(◉_◉)┌П┐ to breast cancer.

No tears.

Life's just too hard.. That's the way it is.. I don't cry because it's an option.. 

Life's hit me way to hard to feel a thing anymore.. So I don't cry.. Not because it's an option, but because I can't..

why me?

*sighs*

I don't really know why, or how or where my thoughts come from. 

*thinks* wow, I haven't blogged in a long time.....

Lets just say that I hope this New Year brings death w/happiness 

:/

Indivisible Me.

I'm finally looking through my wishing glass at a brighter light, just ahead, only a few feet from my reach. I will conquer all downfalls; quite frankly, i abhor them & I will not let them consume me... I am, without a doubt, INDIVISIBLE..

sighs.

So tomorrow, I'm going back to my mother's spacious yet scary apartment to get all my stuff out, unnoticed. The quicker, the better! I have most of my stuff already packed so I hope it's not too much of a hassle to get the things out. I'm moving into the Populus family's apartment. Believe it or not, out of every family reunion I've had, this feels more like home & a family altogether than I've had in years... I'm thinking my whole very existence. This shoudl be fun. Let's just hope I don't run into my mother :/

decode.

"The truth is hiding in your eyes.

And it's hanging on your tongue;

Just boiling in my blood.

But you think that I can't see 

 What kind of man that you are

If you're at all

Well, I will figure this one out

On my own."

Tears & Rain

Let me cry.

Let it rain but let me cry.

Let the thunder claps drown my sobs.

Let my voice perish with the sound of the splashes.

Just let me cry.

Let it rain and let me cry.

Let the rain become one with my tears.

Let everything around me blur.

Let the raindrops slip down my cheeks along with my tears.

And let my tears burn the ground like acid on the way down.

But more than anything,

Let my thoughts scurry away along with the agonizing
Pain my tears bring to me.

ink&needles

I already have a tattoo but i'm due to get my next one on April 10th !! :) i can't wait; i'm so fcking excited.

* Pictures will be posted on this same post after i get it**

books.

From now on, i am going to list all of the books i read [i have read a lot; but i am going to start this now]

To Kill A Mocking Bird - Harper Lee
Memoirs of a Geisha - Arthur Golden
Walking Across Egypt - [?]

* This post will keep increasing as time goes by*

ugh

So, I couldn't donate blood when I was supposed to. The thing is that it was too ealy fr me to donate; that's what the lady told me. So I'm waiting for it to be April for me to donate. But I have to do it before I get my next tattoo.

[sigh] I am a girlfriend nomore. -- I'm more focused in school now.

I'm starting an internship @ school starting, TOMORROW! yey!

Ugh at least I have something to do to take things off my mind.

R**** is such an a$%[the percent sign looks as if it were saying "69" [lol]

today's good deed.

I'm donating blood today in school!

This is my third time.

I have more than enough blood to give :]

so nasty.

My baby, Prince, is so wild.

Last week my friend, Kris, came over.

My little terrier dog[my son] is a very very "happy" dog.

He's happy all the time {especially when he's meeting new people}

Well, when Kris was at my house, he decided he wanted to get it popping & he did

...

...

[his tongue was sticking out; he was exhausted]

he is so fcking hilarious :]

{mommy loves you}

...

This was going to be my prom dress

[back in August of '09]

Ewww, I look back and it's definitely NOT  me.

Not me at all!

THIS...

is my prom dress!

I love it!

It's elegant, has vibrant colors, & classy!

This is oh so ME!

[just delete her face & paste mine. I don't like flowy hair with that dress, so my hair is going up in a beautiful bun]

words of wisdom.

When a man hands you lemons, he is not a real man.
Real men care about the women in their lives.
If a man hurts you, he is trying to burden you with his psychological garbage.
He is intentionally putting you down to lift his spirits or cover up a lie.

-Mary B. Morrison

mid-night snack.

I got home at about 10p.m. last night. I took a nice, long, hot shower and put on my pj's. As I was in my room, I felt weird. Like something was looking at me [this is what I mean when I say that I get spooked out in my own house]. I ran down stairs, cut a decent sized slice of cake & took my strawberry/kiwi flavored Arizona out of the fridge & ran back up the stairs. i popped in Wanted in my dvd player, turned on my fan, fluffed my pillows & ate my mid-night snack! [yummy] in no time soon, I fell asleep.. Like a baby.

hayyaaa.

I took a nap last night from 6p.m. to like, 10p.m. I woke up to nobody being home. I hate being home alone [I get scared .. I don't know why .. it's a feeling i get] so I went to my "grandfather's" house. There I watched the most amazing movie ever, after Avatar. It's called "Ninja Assassin." It has lots of action & it's very graphic i.e: guts, brain guts, decapitation, etc. I absolutely loved it.

Watch the trailer for yourself!

hmm ;]

I'm still at my boyfriend's house after going to a party last night. I drunk two cups of cold hpnotiq, went upstairs with my bae, & got it popping :]

do this! do that!

I'm so unlucky. I always getting sick. I was sick last weekend throughout -- all the way to Wednesday. I stayed home from school on Wednesday & my mom had me doing everything; laundry, cleaning the house; EVERYTHING! Her motto is "if you don't want to go to school, stay! but you have to clean the whole house." i did everything i could think of at home; clean the closet with all the quilts, sheets, etc.; clean the bathroom; rearrange my room; scrub the stairs; then mop the whole house with bleach & then with mistolin. Ughh I felt like a sick cinderella; but i'm darker! [lol] 

[cough cough]

I finally visited my best friend, Kristal, after weeks of not seeing her. [I saw her the day before last]. She went to cut & blow dry her hair at my mom's salon while I was doing laundry. After that, my mom dropped me off at the apartment she shares with her boyfriend[husband] & his cousin. We did the usual; talk nonsense & have fun; reminisced back when we met & went to school together.

If there's something Kris & I share in common...

it's the love for the natural-est plant on earth [it's good for your heart but it makes you cough {if you don't know how to inhale it!}]

:]

[picture above is 'sour' -if you don't know your stuff]

aoowww.

 

I went to the cinema here in Elizabeth, NJ, with my father & sister to see Wolfman today. In our personal opinion, that sh*t sucked! & I advise everyone [& I do mean EVERYONE] to not waste your money. If you really want to see it, burn it or something! 

You know when you buy a large bag of popcorn in the cine? & you eat it throughout the movie when it's good without even realizing it? That movie was so wack thet although there were 3 of us, the popcorn was half-way by the time the movie was over .. that makes me :[

-- 

 The previews were way better! Some of the movies I'm hoping to go see are: Prince of Persia ..; The Bounty Hunter; Iron Man 2; Repomen & Green Zone.

We should've gone to see The Book of Eli. But other than that, I ♥ed spending time with my daddy & my sister. 

[We snuck food into the theater & daddy snuck in some whiskey] 

[lmfao] 

*my sister & I did not drink*