All my life I've been making mistakes and learning from my experiences. I went through a lot in my life, E***, just like i know you have too. The things I've been through haven't always been with things from the street, more like with dealing with guys from the street. After what I went with L*** and R****, I just quit and said that I was gonna make that every guy that were to approach me, fall for me so that I can break their hearts the way L*** and R**** did to me. I never thought, in a million years, that i would find you along the way. I made you pay for what they did, and for that I apologize. Every part of my body hurts because I know I hurt you really bad. I didn't break your heart twice. I only fractured it. I know that it feels so much like i broke it, but E***, I only fractured your heart, and when it was in process of healing, I injured it again.
I AM a new an improved person. And I thank you for that. Had I been the old Michelle, I probably would've laughed in your face when I went to see you. But my love was way too deep for me to even think of doing that. The reason why I lied to you all those other times was because I cared about what you thought of me and I didn't want to disappoint you -not anymore than I already had. I came out with the complete truth when I went to see you. And I do recall promising to you that I was going to tell you everything and anything, if I ever did something. Well what I wrote to R**** was the first thing I did since I've gotten here. I haven't broken any of our promises, but that. And if you really look at it, I didn't break that either. I told you what happened. And I sent you the whole conversation regardless of what you say.
I know that if we're together, we'll work on each other. And we'll mold ourselves into each other. There won't only be a Michelle or an E***. We will be as one. I'm am soo focused in us and in my school and in my family, that there are no more empty spaces for anything else the world has to offer. i am proud and at ease with myself because I am guiltless. There's a quote "Thousands of candles can be lit from a single candle, and the life of the candle will not be shortened. Happiness never decreases by being shared." We will share that happiness together. All relationships are different and every person in a relationship handles theirs differently. Our relationship is different from all the others because the storm came way before the sun was able to even peek its way out. But after every storm, the sun will smile; for every problem there is a solution, and the soul's indefeasible duty is to be of good cheer.
I am dedicated to us. And I changed because of us. I do appreciate that and I appreciate you. I thank you with all my heart for taking away the mentality I once had. But you have to understand that my mentality was on the defense button. But when I went to go see you, I felt it was safe enough to completely drop my guard and let you in completely. E***, I love you. I'm in love with you. And I don't want to lose you. You future will be successful. We have to keep having faith and believing that our future will be successful for it to actually become successful. I know I'm going out there for college for us. Everything will get better. I promise. Just make sure you're praying as I am. Rebuke all those negative thoughts. Have faith in us and in God and he will grant us our wishes. I truely want to become your wife. It would be a dream come true.
Babe, I'm sorry for hurting you and taking out all my anger on you. My intentions of hurting weren't towards you, but to the people who intended on hurting me, I've found my soulmate in you and I would do anything in this world to keep it that way and marry you as we planned. And have your son. So why should you give me another chance? Because we are love. Me and you. And we sacrifice things for each other.
I AM a new an improved person. And I thank you for that. Had I been the old Michelle, I probably would've laughed in your face when I went to see you. But my love was way too deep for me to even think of doing that. The reason why I lied to you all those other times was because I cared about what you thought of me and I didn't want to disappoint you -not anymore than I already had. I came out with the complete truth when I went to see you. And I do recall promising to you that I was going to tell you everything and anything, if I ever did something. Well what I wrote to R**** was the first thing I did since I've gotten here. I haven't broken any of our promises, but that. And if you really look at it, I didn't break that either. I told you what happened. And I sent you the whole conversation regardless of what you say.
I know that if we're together, we'll work on each other. And we'll mold ourselves into each other. There won't only be a Michelle or an E***. We will be as one. I'm am soo focused in us and in my school and in my family, that there are no more empty spaces for anything else the world has to offer. i am proud and at ease with myself because I am guiltless. There's a quote "Thousands of candles can be lit from a single candle, and the life of the candle will not be shortened. Happiness never decreases by being shared." We will share that happiness together. All relationships are different and every person in a relationship handles theirs differently. Our relationship is different from all the others because the storm came way before the sun was able to even peek its way out. But after every storm, the sun will smile; for every problem there is a solution, and the soul's indefeasible duty is to be of good cheer.
I am dedicated to us. And I changed because of us. I do appreciate that and I appreciate you. I thank you with all my heart for taking away the mentality I once had. But you have to understand that my mentality was on the defense button. But when I went to go see you, I felt it was safe enough to completely drop my guard and let you in completely. E***, I love you. I'm in love with you. And I don't want to lose you. You future will be successful. We have to keep having faith and believing that our future will be successful for it to actually become successful. I know I'm going out there for college for us. Everything will get better. I promise. Just make sure you're praying as I am. Rebuke all those negative thoughts. Have faith in us and in God and he will grant us our wishes. I truely want to become your wife. It would be a dream come true.
Babe, I'm sorry for hurting you and taking out all my anger on you. My intentions of hurting weren't towards you, but to the people who intended on hurting me, I've found my soulmate in you and I would do anything in this world to keep it that way and marry you as we planned. And have your son. So why should you give me another chance? Because we are love. Me and you. And we sacrifice things for each other.
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